22-year-old said she kneed jason lee , an ex-goldman sachs managing director , in the hamptons told how she used ` every ounce of strength left inside me ' to throw him off whilst he violently assaulted her .
she sobbed and said she was left in a state of ` disbelief ' and begged her friends to take her home - because she felt that it was her fault .
the irish student allegedly raped by jason lee , a wall st banker in the hamptons told how she used ` every ounce of strength left inside me ' to throw him off whilst he violently assaulted her .